Novi (obeshrabrujući) početak

Pozz. Prije mjesec dana sam stavio 130$ na PokerStars gdje nisam imao nikakvih bonusa i najlošiji status gdje sam usprkos rakeu i nikakvim rakebackom odlučio kreniti izpočetka.
Prvo sam igrao nl5 6max. koji sam beatao s 8bb/100 na 30k ruku. Igrao sam puno stolova i privikavao se TableNinji pa sam dosta gubio na tome.
Dalje sam krenio s omahom pl10 6max. Beatao sam ju s 11bb/100 na 20k+ ruku.
Prelazeći limit krenio sam na omahu pl25 koju sam beatao s 15bb/100 na 5k handova gdje runnam 6.5BI ispod EVa. To sam uspio kada sam malo table selectao i naletio na brdo fisheva.
Sve ovo sam igrao s 12 stolova u isto vrijeme. Ostvario sam profit od 1100$ u 70k handova.
Gledajući svoje handove u starom data-baseu, na većinu handova sam počeo gledati iz drugog kuta. Kao da mi je sada u glavi postalo jasniji protivnicki range i poceo sam raditi odlicne playeve. Sa svim potezima sam zadovoljan, cak i kad ih gledam poslije u HEMu i razmisljam da li sam mogao bolje odigrati.
Sa 1250$ Bankrollom bez kupovanja ikakvih bonusa ili rakebacka, odlucio sam kreniti nl50. Bio sam siguran da ga mogu beatati pogotovo ako još budem igrao s fishevima. Dogodilo mi se sljedeće... Odigrao sam oko 7k handova i runnao sam tako loše, tako loše... da sam trebao imati 25-30bb/100, a ja sam runnao u minusu.
Naravno već pred kraj ovih handova di shovam 22 recimo su rezultat tilta, ali opet, iako sam u malo prednosti, gubim - što dovodi do stvarno velikog razočaranja... Računo sam koliko mogu izgubiti ako runnam na 5k handova ''dosta'' ispod normalnon EVa, ali da ovako mogu failati...

Konačni BRM je 395$... Ovo mi je sad toliko razočaravajuće... Ne znam, vjerovatno ću se odmoriti par dana od pokera.
Za par dana ću vjerovatno kreniti s omahom nl10 gdje ću moveupati sa 750$...
Mislim nisu to neki veliki novci da sad moram imati 40-50BI rule, mogao sam izdržati pritisak i sa manjim BRMom, ali ne uz ovako loš run.
Toliko od mene, ovo sam sada napisao par minuta nakon zadnjeg sessiona, moro sam se ispuhati.

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Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

BB (Rexonja) ($55)
SB ($139.3)

Dealt to BB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB raises to $1.5, BB (Rexonja) raises to $5, SB raises to $139.3 (All-In), BB (Rexonja) calls $50 (All-In)

Flop: (Pot is $194.3, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Turn: (Pot is $194.3, 2 players, 2 all-in)

River: (Pot is $194.3, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Showdown:
BB (Rexonja) shows

(Two Pair, Aces and Sixes)

SB shows

(Full House, Threes over Sixes)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $194.3 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
SB wins $193.8

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

SB ($50)
BB (Rexonja) ($100.55)

Dealt to BB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB raises to $1.5, BB (Rexonja) raises to $5, SB calls $3.5

Flop: (Pot is $10, 2 players)

BB (Rexonja) bets $7.5, SB calls $7.5

Turn: (Pot is $25, 2 players)

   
BB (Rexonja) bets $10.5, SB raises to $37.5 (All-In), BB (Rexonja) calls $27

River: (Pot is $100, 2 players, 1 all-in)

Showdown:
SB shows

(Straight, King high)

BB (Rexonja) shows

(Three of a Kind, Nines)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $100 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
SB wins $99.5

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

SB (Rexonja) ($49.5)
BB ($194.9)

Dealt to SB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB (Rexonja) raises to $1.5, BB raises to $5, SB (Rexonja) raises to $10.5, BB raises to $194.9 (All-In), SB (Rexonja) calls $39 (All-In)

Flop: (Pot is $244.4, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Turn: (Pot is $244.4, 2 players, 2 all-in)

River: (Pot is $244.4, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Showdown:
SB (Rexonja) shows

(One Pair, Aces)

BB shows

(Three of a Kind, Jacks)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $244.4 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
BB wins $243.9

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

SB ($88.65)
BB (Rexonja) ($124.25)

Dealt to BB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB raises to $1.5, BB (Rexonja) raises to $5.5, SB calls $4

Flop: (Pot is $11, 2 players)

BB (Rexonja) bets $7.5, SB raises to $15, BB (Rexonja) raises to $118.75 (All-In), SB calls $68.15 (All-In)

Turn: (Pot is $212.9, 2 players, 2 all-in)

River: (Pot is $212.9, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Showdown:
SB shows

(Two Pair, Aces and Sixes)

BB (Rexonja) shows

(One Pair, Sixes)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $212.9 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
SB wins $176.8
BB (Rexonja) wins $35.6

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

SB (Rexonja) ($86.85)
BB ($78.75)

Dealt to SB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB (Rexonja) raises to $1.5, BB calls $1

Flop: (Pot is $3, 2 players)

BB checks, SB (Rexonja) bets $2, BB raises to $6, SB (Rexonja) calls $4

Turn: (Pot is $15, 2 players)

   
BB bets $11, SB (Rexonja) raises to $79.35 (All-In), BB calls $60.25 (All-In)

River: (Pot is $165.6, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Showdown:
SB (Rexonja) shows

(Three of a Kind, Jacks)

BB shows

(Flush, King high)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $165.6 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
SB (Rexonja) wins $8.1
BB wins $157

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

SB (Rexonja) ($67.1)
BB ($71.05)

Dealt to SB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB (Rexonja) raises to $1.5, BB raises to $4.5, SB (Rexonja) calls $3

Flop: (Pot is $9, 2 players)

BB bets $6, SB (Rexonja) raises to $17.5, BB raises to $66.55 (All-In), SB (Rexonja) calls $45.1 (All-In)

Turn: (Pot is $138.15, 2 players, 2 all-in)

River: (Pot is $138.15, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Showdown:
SB (Rexonja) shows

(One Pair, Nines)

BB shows

(Flush, Ace high)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $138.15 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
BB wins $137.65

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

SB ($214.65)
BB (Rexonja) ($59.75)

Dealt to BB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB raises to $214.65 (All-In), BB (Rexonja) calls $59.25 (All-In)

Flop: (Pot is $274.4, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Turn: (Pot is $274.4, 2 players, 2 all-in)

River: (Pot is $274.4, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Showdown:
SB shows

(One Pair, Tens)

BB (Rexonja) shows

(High Cards, Ace King high)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $274.4 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
SB wins $273.9

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

SB (Rexonja) ($55.8)
BB ($53.75)

Dealt to SB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB (Rexonja) raises to $1.5, BB raises to $5, SB (Rexonja) calls $3.5

Flop: (Pot is $10, 2 players)

BB bets $6, SB (Rexonja) raises to $50.8 (All-In), BB calls $42.75 (All-In)

Turn: (Pot is $109.55, 2 players, 2 all-in)

River: (Pot is $109.55, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Showdown:
SB (Rexonja) shows

(One Pair, Fives)

BB shows

(Two Pair, Aces and Queens)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $109.55 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
SB (Rexonja) wins $2.05
BB wins $107

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

SB ($43.9)
BB (Rexonja) ($133.7)

Dealt to BB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB raises to $4, BB (Rexonja) raises to $133.7 (All-In), SB calls $39.9 (All-In)

Flop: (Pot is $177.6, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Turn: (Pot is $177.6, 2 players, 2 all-in)

River: (Pot is $177.6, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Showdown:
SB shows

(Three of a Kind, Eights)

BB (Rexonja) shows

(Two Pair, Eights and Sevens)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $177.6 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
SB wins $87.3
BB (Rexonja) wins $89.8

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

SB ($273.4)
BB (Rexonja) ($50.5)

Dealt to BB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB raises to $273.4 (All-In), BB (Rexonja) calls $50 (All-In)

Flop: (Pot is $323.9, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Turn: (Pot is $323.9, 2 players, 2 all-in)

River: (Pot is $323.9, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Showdown:
SB shows

(Two Pair, Tens and Twos)

BB (Rexonja) shows

(One Pair, Twos)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $323.9 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
SB wins $323.4

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

BB ($50.5)
SB (Rexonja) ($107.75)

Dealt to SB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB (Rexonja) raises to $1.5, BB raises to $5.5, SB (Rexonja) raises to $14, BB raises to $50.5 (All-In), SB (Rexonja) calls $36.5

Flop: (Pot is $101, 2 players, 1 all-in)

Turn: (Pot is $101, 2 players, 1 all-in)

River: (Pot is $101, 2 players, 1 all-in)

Showdown:
BB shows

(Three of a Kind, Aces)

SB (Rexonja) shows

(Two Pair, Aces and Tens)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $101 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
BB wins $100.5

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

SB (Rexonja) ($106.05)
BB ($52.4)

Dealt to SB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB (Rexonja) raises to $1.5, BB raises to $6, SB (Rexonja) calls $4.5

Flop: (Pot is $12, 2 players)

BB bets $7, SB (Rexonja) raises to $100.05 (All-In), BB calls $39.4 (All-In)

Turn: (Pot is $158.45, 2 players, 2 all-in)

River: (Pot is $158.45, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Showdown:
SB (Rexonja) shows

(Two Pair, Tens and Nines)

BB shows

(Flush, Ace high)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $158.45 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
SB (Rexonja) wins $53.65
BB wins $104.3

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

BB ($168.05)
SB (Rexonja) ($62.85)

Dealt to SB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB (Rexonja) raises to $1.5, BB raises to $5, SB (Rexonja) raises to $13, BB raises to $158, SB (Rexonja) calls $49.85 (All-In)

Flop: (Pot is $220.85, 2 players, 1 all-in)

Turn: (Pot is $220.85, 2 players, 1 all-in)

River: (Pot is $220.85, 2 players, 1 all-in)

Showdown:
BB shows

(Four of a Kind, Threes)

SB (Rexonja) shows

(Two Pair, Aces and Queens)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $220.85 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
BB wins $220.35

Holdem Manager, No-Limit Hold'em Ring
Small Blind: $0.25
Big Blind: $0.50

SB (Rexonja) ($160.75)
BB ($44)

Dealt to SB (Rexonja)

Preflop: (Pot is: $0.75)

SB (Rexonja) raises to $1.5, BB raises to $5, SB (Rexonja) raises to $160.75 (All-In), BB calls $39 (All-In)

Flop: (Pot is $204.75, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Turn: (Pot is $204.75, 2 players, 2 all-in)

River: (Pot is $204.75, 2 players, 2 all-in)

Showdown:
SB (Rexonja) shows

(Two Pair, Queens and Twos)

BB shows

(Three of a Kind, Queens)

                                                                     
Total Pot: $204.75 | Rake: $0.5

Winners:
SB (Rexonja) wins $116.75
BB wins $87.5